We are bound for freedom. Adventurers, explorers, sailing across vast seas. Fighting off marauders and Pirates we are. Fighting off those who would take advantage of us for there entertainment we are. Beware those men are afoot. We are Artists, we are.
Friday, January 18, 2013
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Saturday, November 17, 2012
Guilty pleasures and thanks
We all have them and at times when we need them they are a comfort. And yes, sometimes we need them. Thank you Jesus for this delicious McDouble, Large Fry, and for what they think is a medium coke but what we actually know is enough coke for a family of four. Oh, and thank you for saving me somehow from utter destruction.
Listening to: Bon Iver, wash.
Listening to: Bon Iver, wash.
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Its been five...
Its been five days since John Died. I'v had a little bit of time to think.
We did not talk much in the last four months. I had felt guilty about that till today. We have never had small talk. I did not even realize that till today. So if I had nothing to say we probably would not have talked. And if he did have something to say he would have called me.
I went over to John and Diantha's house today (side-note When does it become just Diantha's house) to mow there lawns as they are having family in town for the memorial. It was surreal mowing his back lawn and raking up the grass as that was his job. It was surreal to know he wasn't gonna come home and offer me a beer out of his fridge.
I kneeled next to the bench in "Diantha's" back yard that overlooks the canyon and realized John and I would not sit there on cool summer evening again. It was one of the saddest moments of my life. We have sat on that bench for five years discussing our lives the challenges in them and how to overcome them Christ.
I know that John was a righteous man and I know that God is pleased with him. I know that he is being rewarded for the service he has done for Christ's kingdom for Christ's Glory. I know that because of John I will be able to carry on. I know because of John that I will be there for Diantha and her children.
The Lord has a purpose for all things under Heaven. Wether they be to make us stronger to carry on alone or weaker so that others can help us carry on..............
Friday, March 05, 2010
For John Bernard Fields
There is nothing left to say
There is nothing left to do
I'll my Tears and Prayers
All my pleading
You will be where you are to be
And I
I will be who I can be
Without you to help me
And even now
Lazarus can still rise from the dead
And so can you
But not by my might
Nor by my power
So I am
I am powerless and small
With all power and small faith
And yet
I still know not his ways
Mine are not His
And His are not mine
The end
I hope not
Friday, April 24, 2009
It's been ruff
Well, its has been! So I've done 3 races since the Temecula weekend.
LA Circuit Race
Hunnikens Criterium
Ontario Gran Prix
LA Circuit Race, is a 3 mile course with 2 180 degree turns 1 direction into the wind and one away from the wind. I was getting sick the day before of race but had payed ahead of time So I did it. This Race I actually felt like I had speed in my legs. I ended up off the front in groups of 10 and 20 3 or 4 times but none of the moves stuck. By the end of race I was tired and every effort to get to the front the group kept pushing me into the gutter. I came out of the last turn in 60th moved into 40th (pretty bad, but it has been worse).
Hunnikens Criterium, I always feel real good at this race. So I sat in and marked Justin Beope who always finishes well. He went off the front twice and I went with hi both times. the 1st time we almost split the field. The 2nd time he saw me sitting on his wheel and quit. So The las 3 laps a team actually had a lead-out train and I was to far back to get in the sprint.
Ontario Gran Prix, Ah the thorn in my side. This race deserves it's own post so I will write about this one shortly
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Murrietta Crit
Well I sat in and saved myself for the final 3rd of the race (the last 20 minutes). I never felt that good unless they were going slower. With 20 minutes to go James Enright went to the front with a teammate. James is really strong/fast so I followed him up and was in the top 10 quickly they then proceeded to turn on the gas and we held 32 mph for 2.5 minutes. It was windy up there and suddenly I remembered why I was hiding near the back. Within that lap I was burning lots of matches (energy/efforts) I came unglued and slid to the back hanging on for on more lap before I popped off. I am very disappointed, even a little angry. Need more speed!!
J.
Friday, March 13, 2009
the night before
Well tomorrow is the start of the tour de murietta. I don't have jitters but I am expectant. I hope to do well, as I have worked towards this race. So if your reading pray for me. I'll try not to stress and just do what I am supposed to.
J.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
This is a random thoughts post while listening to Josh Garrels
Hope this is not to confusing but here we go
I am swollen up with me All my feelings All my emotions
And the violin in my ear Keeps murmuring the same note
The same feelings The ones that are making me feel swollen
I am blank and I am filled
I am filled with Joy and Sorrow
Crying and pitiful I am
I feel all of there pain and I understand
The pain of those who attack you
I have been attacked
I want to hold you I want to love you
I want to comfort you I want to protect you
Oh little children I love you
And still I fall so short
And but for his grace
do I hold and cling to his merciful being
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Training
So I am training for a 2 day race (The Tour of Murrietta). Training right now consists of 4 x 4s. 4 minutes as fast as I can go 4 minutes rest, times 4. I'm doing it on a 3% grade and trying to average 19 mph. It is going well and were gonna see if it is helpful in the next 2 weeks.
Peace out,
J.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Ontario Crit
Well this was the first race that I thought I was going to do well in and the first one that was actually fast. My category usually averages between 24 and 25.5 miles per hour. Today was 26.9 for 55 minutes.
My legs felt flat the entire race and wouldn't wake up. We cyclists like to call that having no pop. When it came time to sprint I went around some people but not enough to get in the top 20. I was disappointed, but there is a lot more racing to do this year. If you want to see a picture of me suffering click on the link below.
I also did 45 minutes (half) of the Pro race which was stacked and averaged 29 mph owww!!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Race prep
Well yesterday I did 2 lead out sprints and today I am gonna do one. I am on a no beer weekend, going to consume food and water like it is going out of stock. 1 more lead out sprint to do today and no hot sauce to screw up the pipes.
Jesse
Friday, February 20, 2009
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Long Beach Crit "So my gut says to Attack"
So this is one of the races I do well in. I've take top 10, 3 times in the last 3 years. So I was pretty excited to do this race. There was a good size field 70 to 80 riders. The 1st 4 or 5 laps I stayed in the very front. But nothing went immediately. So I sat securely at the back for the 1st 20min that is usually when the next opportunity to get away is. So at 20min I moved back up pretty easily and stayed in the top 20 riders and watched for the move. There was a really good headwind on the back stretch and every thing that started to form at the front and looked good was pulled back quickly so with 16 min to go it was going to be a field sprint. This is something I have not worked on much this year so I wasn't quite sure what my plan was. So I sat near the back trying to decide what I was going to do. Then the lap count down started and right at 2 to go I saw my train heading for the front so I latched on and within 30 seconds and 2 corners I was 10th, then a surge came which I judged correctly and I was 5th. So the set up is looking perfect but riders 1 and 2 are running out of steam and were crossing the start/finish line with 1 to go. So my gut says Attack, but I hesitated and did not commit and the next surge comes from both sides and the 2 guys in front of me sit up. So I can't go with the surge cause I am boxed in and the in 30 seconds and 2 corners I'm 70th. So I went up the outside hard and got boxed in at about 50th and then into the last corner I passed 20 25 guys. So I ended up somewhere between 25th and 30th.... Next time listen to your gut!
J
J
Friday, May 23, 2008
Feeling Fast

Well I am Starting to feel fast. I have been rppin it up at the local practice race. I took 3rd last night after a very hard race that 30 of the starting 50 shelled off the back. I made one of the big moves the week before which got caught but only because the pros chased us down . So above is a picture of how I feel all 6'1" , 155 lbs (2lbs of hair included) of me.
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